This year has flew by so fast. Maybe too fast.. This reminds me that time truely is a wasting and I need to do something with it, something that makes sense other than the ordinary. It's a little challenging to figure this one out when my number 1 priority is raising my daughter. I know my main status is mother and i can always be a better mom, but how do i silance this anxiousness in my head that won't leave me to rest, which craves adrenaline and adventures. Maybe this is how my mom felt when she had to face a dilemma; either work at the traveling circus as a star performer or stay with me at my grandmas house and be a stay-at-home mom. well she chose to be a international circus artist, and perhaps as much as i like to blame her for abandonment, she was just as restless as I am today, and have been for most of my life.